Need to change this bad habit of mine. 
 
Attachment's starting next monday. Gotta polish my brain and mind up for the emergency department. So not prepared for it. No one would ever forgive me if i killed someone there, y'see. Better be safe than (very very) sorry. HAHA Okay mummy's cooking something nice. I can smell it baby. It's overtaking the rose scent of my room.  
 
I wish i could stop believing that someday, just someday, everyone around me would be free of troubles, conflicts, whatnots and start living life like we're all good friends. Jealousy, sarcasticism and other unnecessities all gone. 
 
Dreaming isn't wrong, eh? It's daytime now oh. Shit, 'm late. Ta! 

 
Shaded the last question on the final exam paper of my poly life and walked outta the hall with a megahugesigh. Couldn't stay clear-headed enough to concentrate on the sentences and had to go back to the beginning and read again. Second time, third time. Three minutes gone, four minutes wasted. Was usually one of the early leavers. Well, not today. 
 
Totally stressedfucked. Yet i don't know what 'm i stressing 'bout. Might get depression soon. Save me baby.

So my ladybird wanted to explore the world and being an understanding and nice owner, i decided to let it go. Watched it flew away until it became a dot and blink! it's gone. It's like seeing your money note in the sky saying byebye to you lor. :'( 
 
Oh and the police called again and i got tongue tied when we conversed in mandarin. He can't understand my cheena and i can't understand his. So he gave up and replied in england. Weird 'm i. I stutter when speaking cheena with strangers and england with my friends. 
 
Ah, back to my kite. It's goneeeeeeee. Not the first time this happened to me. I lost one when i was young too. HAHA 
 
Was chatting online with sissy when i told her i felt like singing k and the next thing i know, we're heading over to plaza tonight! Total yayness i love you whttt. <3 
 
 

Went all the way to the other side of singapore just for this..

 
 
Got nagged by daddy for buying a new one. He threw away my old (childhood) kite bcos i stopped playing for as long as i could remember. He made that kite himself, which was even bigger than this one. Wonder how did he master the courage to throw away his hardwork. 
 
Okay so i didn't expect the kite to be this big. It looked small (and cute) on the website.. :/ In fact this is considered tiny as compared to the other giant ones. Sissy is bugging me to help her get the 6 metre stupid 3d octopus. She insists it's Paul HAHA. Was thinking if it could actually lift us up if the wind is strong enough. 
 
Now she's asking of my help to collect if she's getting it. No, i refuse to go all the way down to Butik Gombak again. It was my first time hearing of sucha place in singapore lor. Need to explore this island out someday. How 'bout backpacking? 
 
Anyway, had my last lesson yesterday. Not heading back to nyp no more, 'cept for the upcoming papers. 
Exams and endless attachment, here i come! Noooooooo i don't want :'( 
 
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As stated below, my account for both msn and facebook were being fiddled with. One good news, i got my facebook back, yayness! Not for my msn, though. So do add me via my new one yeah? Yeah it's a real pain in the (mf huge) ass (of mine) to change msn account as my original one contains a helluva lotta contacts. And what's left of now are some i could (fortunately) get back via fb/old msn. 
 
Huibingchloe@gmail.com 
Thank you sooooo much, lovelies.
 
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Hello beings, do note that my msn and facebook have both been hacked into. So please do not, DO NOT, reply to my msn/facebook as for now. By doing so, you're putting yourself at risk of getting your own account hacked (realllly sorry, mickey shaun!). I do not know who that mother of fuck is, all that he wants is for me to strip in front of my webcam. Lastly, do not give out your b'day date to strangers. So, please remember this paragraph and don't ever strip for anyone who hacks your account. 
 
As of now, i can't have access to my msn and facebook. Only twitter, tumblr and this lil' space to keep me occupied. And really thanks to all who tried in a way or two to help me get my account back; talked/scolded that guy; rushed and drove down to my place for my well-being. 'M really speechless by all these concern. 
 
Thank you god for such nice friends, and also, Bong who tried getting leave in the middle of the night to book out for me which was eventually unsuccessful. 
 
Please help spread this across your friends who know me to prevent this fraud from affecting 'em. A gazillion thanks.

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